For this week's take away; I must confess I was not in class. It is the first class I have missed, and even though I was feeling rather ill, I felt guilty that I was not able to go to class. It is funny how age and perspective changes how you look at things. When I was younger, I wouldn't have thought twice about missing a single class; but at my age now, the thought of falling behind, or letting myself or instructors down is a very bad thing for me. That being said, the rest that I got from my absence has greatly helped me, and I feel like I'm at (or close to :) ) 100%.
One more thing that I got from this week, was that I've been questioning my motivations for the fields of study that I have chosen. Fear plagues me about it; whether it is if I can actually finish the assignments to a degree of satisfation I am happy with, to whether or not I can make it as a content creator of any kind. I must say, this class has really got me digging deep into myself. Hopefully, I find the person that I feel can do what I dream of doing.
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